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"OUT TO PEEP!"

My hearts is cold
and my feelings are deep
but there are no holes
out to peep!

 

The wind passes by
and the leaves are shed
the moment you lied
my emotions were dead

 

Is anybody's listening
please let me out
everybody's missing
what’s life all about

 

I can find no holes
I get no sleep
I’m not a liar
please do believe

 

I’m not so strong
to bear your curse
I’m broken from the inside
the situation is worse

 

My wounds are healing
I’ve concealed my pain
its your dead feelings
that made me insane

 

Years have passed
I’m all alone...
all the ethics of life
now I’ve known

 

I’ve grown old
now my feelings are deep

I’ve found out holes
[Out to peep...]*2

 

Prayuj Shakya

(The Buddhist Punk) - This poem was published in "Infotiser" on the february 2004 edition.               

 

Saathi.....tara timi mero saathi
Oct 21, 2007 1:40 PM


                                 Friends for Ever
               
              I miss you all my friends ..you were all so dear.
Even though you all are not near to me.
                      I carry you all within my heart.
And i know that we will never part.
               You're all special to me ..that much is true.
Without you all, I wouldnt know what to do.
                      I depend on you all and you all on me.
No truer friends could there ever be just as we.
                I wish we were together ..that would be such fun.
We would talk for hours and never were done.
                      One day we will meet again...It has to be so.
I would go anywhere for you all ..no matter were i had to go.
                You're all more than my friend...you're all part of my life
And I know this much for....I will always love you all.

 


It's when i seemed to lose the only thing I care
I realized and saw its light in the night
I was beside a sparkling source of life
but sometimes I still saw my death behind her smile

I'll be better with no remorse"
but can I stop seeing you everywhere?
run away.. things are getting worst
can I stop beliving u'll be there

how do you feel? I don't believe it's real
It seems to be the sweetest thing
when the bitter ends...
I'll go crazy for no reason
'cause I can't stop that voice inside my head
anyway.. your hands are getting cold
so runaway before I start to burn

lies.. I used to understand them
and all this time.. you've never comprehended
smiles..they were all fake and,
all the time u pretended

I know why it was so hard to see me
I wonder if by now I can trust my eyes
Thanks For Coming (I Like You Dead)


so, should I stay? should I tremble and remain?
or run away... leaving nothing more to say?
and I know why it was so hard to see me
I wonder if by now I can trust my eyes

speaking the truth, i want to see u dead
i want u to go away..away from me
i know ur heart is made up of stone
its' impossible to penetrate...

hatred is what i have for u
i would love to offer u the devil's grave
i'm sure, by now u understand what i mean
i like u dead...i like u dead

   -punkDevil

नयाँ सपना

नयाँ सपना

अनेकौ कल्पनाहरु कोरिन्छन्
तर सबै अधुरो सपनाझै बिलाई जने गर्दछ
हजारौ आशाहरु सबै
निरशा को स्वरूप लिएर बिलाई जाँदाछ


आज नयाँ सपना सच्दै छु, म
तर सपना केवल आफ्नै पारीभसमा सिमित होला कि भनी डर लाग्छ
कैयोउ पल्ट को हार ले
नजिक आइ रहेको जीत लाई धुमल्याइ रहेछ

आँफैलाई बुझ्ने प्रयासमा छु, म
तर अन्योल्ता को पिर्ले सधैं पिरोल्दछ
दु:ख र बेदना का धारा बगौउदै
यो अन्तर आत्मा आशु को बोली बोल्दाछ

यो नयाँ सपना, मेरो
कबिता को रस राग्ले बाचाउने छु
यो नयाँ सपना पुरानो भए के हुन्छ र
फेरी अर्को एक नयाँ सपना सच्ने छु।

-प्रयुज शाक्य

SUSTA MA BHARATIYA AATIKRAMAN..                                                               {posted by RIWAJ THAPA MAGAR on 01/06/08}

           Nepali rajniti ma ekchoti feri chayeko cha yo susta atikraman kanda le..ekchoti feri dhoti haru le hamro nepali vhumi khosera lageko cha...susta...nawalparasi ma awasthit euta nepali gau..jaha vanincha nepal antargat ka 9 wata ward haru parchan re..tara ahile 7 wata ward, ya ni ki..karib 14 hajar hectar jamin bharatiya sima surakchya bal ko rekhdekh ma bharat le atikraman garisakeko cha..tara pani nepali rajnitigya,nepal sarkar,tathakathit asia kai mahan neta..girija pd. koirala pani maun cha.Hami hamrai bhumi pauna ko lagi lachar chau..afno huda hudai pani dhoti ko baan haru le dadagiri dekhayera nepali mato mathi kabja jamayeko cha..ra yo sthiti ma nepali thulabada neta ..mahaneta haru haath ma dahi jamayera baseka chan..hamra nepali dajubhai,didi bahini haru le afnai gau,afnai mato lai,bideshi ko haath ma pareko tulutulu herna badhya chan....biswa prakyat nepali mool ka indian idol...prashant tamang le charko swar ma "bir gorkhali bhani"gai rakheko sthiti ma nepali vhumi chai dindahadai..dadagiri saili ma khosidai cha..nepal aama ko asmita..dhoti ko baan le duisai lutdai chan..ra hami tulutulu herna badhya chau...hami hamrai desh ko mato lai hamro bhanna sakirakheka chainau....dhoti haru le..banduk ko bal ma hamra aawaz dambaune prayas gareka chan..yo susta ta kewal euta udaharan matra ho..yesari nai katipaya nepali bhumi bata hamro pakad chutdai cha..ani bharatiya bakradristi hamro akhandata,swatantrata,hamro swadhinta ma parisakeko cha..tara hamro desh hakne agraz haru vane...afnai aama lai aama vanna hichkichai raklheka chan...ani darai rakheka chan ki katai yesle uniharu ko rajnitik jiwan nai dharap ma ta pardaina?tara yi patmurkha haru lai k thaha rahenacha vane..hami le aafno vhumi lai aafno vani vannu,hak jataunu,ra maya dekhaunu...bharatiya bistarwadi haru ko birodh gareko haina...hami le ta hamro aama lai ,hamro aafno desh nepal lai mero desh vani garba garera..vaneka hau..haina ta????jai nepal..

NEPALI AKHANDATA MATHI BAJRPAAT ???

Huna pani ho, india ko nepal prati ko dristikon atti nai sankaspad cha, india mukh ma ram ram bagali ma chura jhai bewahar dekhaucha. ali ali gardai india le nepali bhoomi atikraman gardai cha. yesle hamro sarbhauma rastriya akhandata ma thoolo khatraa pareko cha. dhoti ( india) ko baan harule garna k khojya ho, euta kamjor ra nimukha rastra samjhi nepal lai sadhai pelne kaam gareko cha. huna ta hami nepali ko yo aafnai galtii ho, aafno thailee ko mukh banda garema arulai chor dosh lagaunai pardaina. hami aafu aafu ma ladne ra aantarik kalaha ko karan le aaja hamilai kamjor banako cha. ra yesta gidda jasta rastra india le yasaiko faida uthaunu khojdaicha. desh ma naya pariwartan aauna lageko cha, aajhai pani hami le kaalo rajniti ko bhuwari ma fasyou bhane kewal binash matrai huncha. desh lai jogaune bela aayeko cha, sampoorna rastra ek joot bhai ek akhanda shakti ko roop ma agadi aauna saknu parcha ani matra hami bir nepali kahaline chau natra bholi ko bihani ma hamile aafailai arko rastra ko daasta ko shikar hunu pareko dekha paune chau, yesko udhahran herna tadha janu pardaina hamro mitra rasta bhutan yesaiko shikar ho. ra sikkim jasto swatantra rastra ta pura puri india ko bistarbaad ko shikar bhako cha. China le tibet lai ra india le sikkim lai ..... yes le hami nepali lai sochna badhya banako cha ki arko shikar swayam hami nepali ta hune hainau? sochnu hosh yo bisay Nikai nai gambhir cha! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------K HAMI NEPALI MATHI THULO BAJRAPAAT HUNA LAGEKO TA HOINA????

हे बुद्ध !

हे बुद्ध, हे बुद्ध    x २

बुद्ध तिमी हौ ज्ञानको पून्ज
प्रेम र करुणाको  सागर
शान्तीको तिमी हौ दूत
भ्रमबाट पारीदेउ उजागर

अज्ञानी मनुश्यलाई,तिमी
ज्ञान को दिप दिलाउछौ
धर्म र संघ सिकाइ
निर्वानको मार्ग देखौछौ

हे बुद्ध, हे बुद्ध    x २

बुद्ध तिमी परमो पर् मेश् वोर
शरणमा हामीलाई लेऊ  
हाम्रा भूलहरु सचयाइ
हामी सबैलाई छेमा देऊ.................................................i will add further more to it later.



Hey,all the vijaypurian Fellas! how's ur life now...is it as exciting as it was yesterday in vijaypur school....or its poor/better?
well pals...my life isn't as good as it used to be back to our glorious vijaypurian days...no more excitement and no more enthusiasm...like we used to have back in Vijaypur. those freaky n funny moments keeps on reminding me my old vijaypur days...i swear LIfe was really rockin those days.....especially fooling n goofing around with frens...i can still remember all the nicknames of my frens and mine tooo....oh god! there's no one to joke-poke me..ahh!! No one to whom i can really trust on....i regret Why time passes on so, quickly!
FUCK U TIME "u made me depart from my frens,,,,from my beloved....from my school of glory""" Vijaypur...ahh! THe thing i can really think is those "DAYS OF GLORY" those days when we used to roar, those days when we used to rock....the time has made my life Totally fucked up! why the hell time decided to do these to...takin me away frm my frens......BUT AT LAST i will show this fucking time What i can really do..."""I will revive those GLORIOUS vijaypurian days""" i will defeat the sorrowness !!!!!Long live VIAJYPUR long live Dharan...long live my frens n long live VIJAYPURIANS
 
missin u all KETAHARU
Sep 1, 2007 10:15 PM

keta haru lai lastai miss garindaicha...kahile kahi ta lastai geedii lagcha...lastai bore lagcha..tetro college life sanggai bitaiyo..moz gariyo...mazza gariyo....ramailo gariyo..ghumna gaiyooo....tara FUCK aaaja sabai jana ek erka dekhi chuttiyeko cha...yo kasto prakritii ko niyam ho......???? F**K.....keta haru koi kaha chan koi kaha..koi nepal mai kehi gardai..koi lahure bane...koi australia paase..ma muji us aaye..koi engineer padaai...koi doctor..koi k koi k....Fuck.....chahada chahadai pani aafno saathi bhetna na paune .... kahile aaune hola ti ramaila din haru...Fuck...tara j hosh samay le ghumaudai lyaucha ,,,kunai din hamro bhet hunch huncha.......la la keta haru missin u all.....truly///// 
                 
                        SAMJHADAI TII VHSS KA DIN HARU
                                      - ma eklo manis -
                                            -  Prayuj  -
                                             - F**K -
 
THIS IS ME
Apr 29, 2007 9:02 PM

this, is a next edition of myself...far away from my home in uncle Sam's country...struggling hard to shape myself.
No such big changes have appeared in me, i m the same guy, with new added dreams n desires, keepin myself strong by recalling my past and plannin my futrue... at least now i think i am doin good...just the regret is that i miss my frens..slowly i am growing up...feeling the pressure..still i know i ca
n persists all the way alone.....y'll my frns i do still remeber u all, hope u do the same...keep bein in touch..cuz i feel bad when frens don't remeber me.......hey...............yet i am the same V.H.S.S GUY!!!!!
 
 
 
 
 
 

Untitled - song without a name

रोएर काट्दैछु दिन्हरु 
टोलएर बित्दैछ रात 
आसुँ बाहेक अब केही रहेन 
बिछोड को मिलन कहिले भएन

मनको बह रोकु कसरी
मनले कहाँ मान्छ  
माया लाई दाकु कसरी  
कोशौ टाढा भएछु

हृदयका पानाहरु चताचुल्ल छन 
सम्हली राख्न सकिन 
चाहदा चाहदै पनि 
त्यो स्नेह पाउन सक्दिन

पर्खि कुरेर बसिरहेकी होलिन 
उनी मेरो आश गरेर 
सामु मेरो नभये क् भो  
आत्मा सधैं एही

रोइदिने गर्छु सम्झेर उन्लाई
झस्कन्छु सपना मा
आकाश का तारा हेरी मुस्कुरैदिन्छु 
आकृति उन्को कल्पेर

खुशीहरु फूल्नै छाडेछन 
आशाहरु मूर्झाइ झरेछन 
मुटु लाई सम्झौदै छु 
पागाल बनिदेउ भनेर

दोश आखिर मेरै नै थियो 
एक्लै छोडि तिमीलाई आए 
जती जती टाढा भएनी 
उती बढी माया लाये 
उती बढी माया लाये 
उती बदी माया लाये

-prayuj

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